Dear Tom:

I dreamt about you last night. You are just standing in front of me and smiling. I feel warm and sweet, my heart is melting. We hugged finally. I held you tightly. You say I should pay you 1 RMB everytime I hug you and I'm kidding that I'll pay you ten RMB for hugging you forever. You giggled. 

That was the happiest dream I have ever had. 

How can I estimate my love for you? It's useless, completely worthless but it may change my life if I can absorb the desire converting it into positive energy. 

I'll keep a diary about you for my own sake. Yes, you dont need to know all this bloody pessimistic thoughts. 

Just love you to death. 



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